__.,'BEHIND THESE HAZEL EYES*

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i miSS you x|3

[Jan. 5th, 2005|08:14 pm]

[	[-\my mo0d-->	\|	depressed	]
[	[-\ i am lisitning to0-->	\|	lovers-->and friends	]

I miss the ranch!! I had s0o much fun being there on new years!! At first I thot it was gonna be gay cuz like not every1 was gonna be there but wow was I wrong I had s00o much fun!! We met justins lil bro jared who looks excat,ley like him..!! We met ryan his grandfather owns the ranch!and kyle! And then like vance was there and jay was t0o..but me n Lindsay had sum g0od times! Like when she broke the lamp and hen hit her head and then she fell 0ff her horse…and then at 4 in da morning wen we were trying to sneek back to our cabins she slipped ahaha I was dieing…but we deff gotta back to the castle but this time we cant get cought lol!! But I really do miss it I cant belive I had so much fun in like 3 days…me and Lindsay have been depressed sence we came bak we just call eachther and talk for hours…the phone bill is prob gonna be so0 expensive cuz of long distance…but we gotta get our parents to0 say yes t0 let us work at the ranch and t let us visit on feb vacation! O ya and one thing…[[[Justin u missed out on agod weekend!! But u better be there for summer ]Well im gonna go now I will update later

LIndsay jared mike ryan vance kyle jay connor Bethany tom,danà >I miss you guys s0o0o much :/ cant wait till summerrr!!!!!!

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[Dec. 7th, 2004|05:46 pm]

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i stayed home from sko0l today and i had to0 go to the hospital and they to0k all this blo0d from me and everything it sucked..and then in like a week the results from all the blood tests will cum back and i will kno wats wrong with me..hopefully itz like nothing to0 serious! i am going to sk0ol tomorow i think idk..and then i got cheering n stuff so0 i will update tomorow

lOv::jennilee </3

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[Dec. 6th, 2004|01:00 pm]

[	[-\my mo0d-->	\|	sick	]
[	[-\ i am lisitning to0-->	\|	ashanti_only yOu	]

i am home from sko0l today..cuz im mad sick and in a lil bit im going to the doctors! my mom thinks i have da flu but hopfully i dont cuz that will suck...and wen the cheering season is all over my dads friend kelly is gonna let me work at her tanning place sooo that will be go0d cuz i will be getting paid for working and then i will get to go tanning for free!!! well im gonna go lay down agen i will update later

::l0v jennilee x|3

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[Dec. 3rd, 2004|09:25 pm]

[	[-\my mo0d-->	\|	thirsty	]
[	[-\ i am lisitning to0-->	\|	lovers*and friends	]

Ok so0 like things are going alright..cheering is go0ing pretty go0d..I luv all the girls there so0 nice..and i like being a captin!! But like idk to like tell the truth I do miss going out with Anthony..like theres something about him that makes me not able to let go! Like I kno pple are like o0 hes such a perv and an ass..but once like u go out with him and get to kno the real him its difernet..and I wish I could go back out with him! But like I cant..and now I regret dumping him over something stupid…but anyway!! I had a lot of fun in Spanish today!! Chad q is really cute..and we was talking bout sum stuff that I aint gonna get into right now lol!! I cant wait till Christmas!! I deff kno im getting a pink ipod but I don’t kno wat else I am getting!! I cant wait till the ranch!! Itz gonna be so0 much fun with Lindsay mike connor Justin jay bethaney tommy n danny!! I cant wait!!,,its supposed to snow tonite and I hope it duz cuz I luv da snow!! Well I gtg I will update later

::loV jennilee </3

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[Nov. 24th, 2004|07:14 pm]

[	[-\my mo0d-->	\|	bored	]
[	[-\ i am lisitning to0-->	\|	over n over	]

* basics *
Name:: jennilee
Nickname:: jen
Location:: lyNn
Gender:: gurl
Birthplace:: Salem
Birthstone:: .. Itz like orangey
Birthday:: November 8
Sign:: scorpion
Righty or Lefty:: Righty
Screenname:: x3 blame cupid / numba1flirt1

* your looks *
Height:: 5’9
Shoe size:: 9
Hair Color:: brown
Hair Length:: near my sholders
Eye Color:: hazel
Braces:: nopE
Piercings:: yupp
Tattoos:: nope

* fashion *
Where do you shop:: AeRo..american eagle..demo..kohls..target..Abercrombie..
What do you usually wear:: jeans and a shirt
What kind of shoes do you wear:: sneakers
Do you wear a watch:: No
Color you never wear:: green
Color you wear at least once a week:: white
Something you wear everyday:: underwear
Do you wear thongs::yupp
Do you wear make up everyday:: yupp
Make up essential:: eyeliner
Most cherished piece of clothing:: eck0 red jeans
You wouldn't be caught dead wearing:: idk
Do you wear belts:: yupp
Do you wear hats:: n0o
How many pairs of shoes do you have:: a lot!

* music *
Favorite kind of music:: i like almost everything
How many CD's do you have:: alot
Last CD you bought:: simple plan
Whats in your CD player right now:: ryan cabrera
Do you download music:: YuPP

* Favorites *
Color:: pink
Number:: 12
Season:: winter
Ice cream:: vanilla
Website:: idk
Quote:: idk
Store:: target
Band:: simpleplan
Singer:: ashlee simpson
Rapper:: nelly
Group:: nsync
Song:: over and over
Movie:: thirteen
Actor:: shane west
Actress::
Kind of movies:: hororr
Place to be:: the ranch <3
Time of day:: nighyt
Clothing Brand:: idk
Animal:: dogg
Food:: lazana
Holiday:: x mas
Shape:: heart
Restaraunt:: rainforest cafe
Fast food place:: McDonalds
Boy's name:: justin
Girl's name:: kailee
Word:: omg
Month:: december

* love and relationships *
Sexual Preference:: boys
Boyfriend or Girlfriend:: single
Crush:: no1
Do you believe in love at first sight:: n0ope
What do you look for in a guy/girl:: tall, nice, cute, funny,
Best physical feature:: eyes
Best hair color: brown or black
Best eye color:: blue

* randoms *
Do you paint your nails:: I get them done
What color is your tooth brush:: white n blue
What's on your desktop:: pic from the ranch
Do you like roller coasters:: yupp
Do you do drugs:: I have..
Are you a virgin:: yes
have you ever been fingered:: yupp
ever gave head:: o man..that would be a yes
hand job:: obviously yes sence I gave sum1 hed
ever been kissed:: durr….ya
Do you have any pets:: yep
What time do you go to sleep:: diff times

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[Nov. 24th, 2004|07:13 pm]

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[	[-\ i am lisitning to0-->	\|	12 step	]

Ok so0 I don’t go out with Anthony anymore I cut him like last week and now he goz out with sam so0 w.e idc anymore…umm tomorrow is thanksgiving..im gonna go to the game then back to my house for dinner with the whole family..then on friday im going to w0odwords with my family and toris family itz g0nna be so0 much fun! And I hope there are sum cute boys! ..so0 i will upsdate wen i get back fr0m woodwards

Lov::jennilee x0

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[Nov. 15th, 2004|10:08 pm]

[	[-\my mo0d-->	\|	stressed	]
[	[-\ i am lisitning to0-->	\|	lIndsay loHan_*ruMors	]

Ok so0 like..today Anthony is at my sko0l for like go0d,,and he is in my geometry class and he is at my lunch!! And then after lunch me and Melissa skipped b period and we had a girl talk in the bathro0m..boys can be s0 gay!!..and then I go0 home..and like me and Anthony got in like this fight cuz he is being so0o0o gay but w.e idc anymore!! ..UmM and o ya I think I am going to Jamaica for febuary vaction with like Lindsay mike and connor and the rest of the families!! I cant wait till new years it is going to be awesome!!! And I cant wait till thanksgiving weekend cuz my family and toris family r going away!!well theres nuttin else to write about. so0 I will update later

LOv jennilee x0xo

i miss You*

tori LoVes Number 99 :)

[Nov. 12th, 2004|10:52 pm]

[	[-\my mo0d-->	\|	cold	]
[	[-\ i am lisitning to0-->	\|	neLlY-*over and over <3	]

ok so0 today i went to0 sko0l. and it was gay as usual..and then i went home..and then i went to toris..and then we went to anthonys game..and we had sum funny conversations with jimmy mamos dad lol!..and now im home..and tomorow i have no clue wat i am doing yet..and the top of my life hurts like really bad..probaley from making out w, anthony to much : )..but i dont have anything else to say so0 i will update later!

Lov:JeNNilEe x0xo

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[Nov. 10th, 2004|09:49 pm]

[	[-\my mo0d-->	\|	happy	]
[	[-\ i am lisitning to0-->	\|	ryan cabrera-->_true	]

Umm wow I havnt updated in like forever!! And a lot has happened sence then!!! So like obliviously im in sko0l..umm I turned 15 on Monday!! And I started cheering this week I made it and im am also the co-captin so0 I am excited!! Everyone on the squad seems so0 nice so hopefully it will be a fun year!!! I also go out with Anthony and I hope we will stay together for a long time!! And one more thing that has happened…me and kc did sumin and everyone probaley knowz wat it is and wat happened and how me and her cant hang out anymore so that sucksL !!…Lindsay mike and connor and their familys came down to visit in October and it was fun! And we r all going to the ranch for new years and I hope Justin is there I miss him!! And o ya there is a boy on the cheering squad and hes gay lol!!umm wat else has happened…idk im sure there is more but I cant think right now so0 I will update later

Lov ::Jennilee x0xo

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[Aug. 25th, 2004|04:33 pm]

[	[-\my mo0d-->	\|	depressed	]
[	[-\ i am lisitning to0-->	\|	whIskY GIrl	]

ok so YestErDay i SlePt over caseys and i went over there around like 3 or sumin idk...so0 we got there i was showing her the pics from the ranch(I miSS IT SO0o MuCH!) and then her cell phone waznt working so0 she called the nextel care place! then jenna came over and we had supper...and we were just like sitting on the couches watching tv and my phone rang and casey answered it...and...it was JUSTIN. i was so0 happy it felt so0 go0d to talk to him agen i miss him so0 much he is so0 fuckin h0tT!! but anywayz i was talking to him bOut sum stuff..and then lindsay called me and i was so0 happy she called me i miss her so0o much..she is like my older sister..and we were talking and we wanna try to get like evryone to go down there for newyears and stuff!! but i really miss everyone...and lindsay i promis yoU that next time i talk to justin i will tell him to tell vance to call yOU! but then i had to go cuz me casey jenna and savyc walked down to richdale..and then we watched g0dsend! and then we were talking to mike and eric on the phone and they were taking shots of vodka..so0 me kc n jenna were like we want sum!! so0 we went searching through her house and we found some co0rs light and we mixed it with some stuff ..it was gro0se but dam were we shitfaced...like we were so0 hyper n shyt it was so0o funny..so0 then like we snuck outta the house at like 2 in da morning and we met mike and eric at richdale..and we chilled there for a little bit..and then we went back to caseys house..and we were like talking to pple on the phone and like idk it was madd funny..then we like passed out on the couch..and like i got woken up at 12 by mom.and i went home then..and i like to0k a shower n shyt...and i think tonite im gonna chill with anthony and paul..but idk yet...i will update if anything go0d happens!!<3jEnnilEe

I MiSS EvRyOne so0 mUch

i mIss The ranch so0o fuckin mUch!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Aug. 23rd, 2004|09:57 pm]

[	[-\my mo0d-->	\|	depressed	]
[	[-\ i am lisitning to0-->	\|	i love This BAr	]

0k so0 i am BAck frOm the RanCh and i do not want to be ..but anyway!!.. wow the week was fuckin awsome..it was such a go0d time and i miss it so0 mucH!!this year i think was one of the best weeks!! but i really miss everyone so0o0o much!!i cried so0 much when we left!! i really had a go0d time!! like i went khiaking and horseback riding and whitewater rafting and hung out by the po0l..and everynight was so0o much fun..we blew up bottels of axe affect...toliet papered the bathro0ms....ho0ked uP w. bOys :)..and just hung out in our ro0m!!! this trip is awsome..and we all need to hang out b4 next year..like seriously i cant go a year w/o seing everyone..i love these people as if they were my familey!!bUt in october lindsay mike connor john ben and the rest of there familes are coming down to boston so0 that will be fun!! but i want the whole group to hang out agen!! omg i miss every1 so0 much..I thinK im goNna cry Agen :( so0 i am gonna go now..but if any1 wants pics from this awsome week just im me.............wow i cant belive itz over..it went by so0 fast...ahHhh i miss everyone so0o much i really am depressed...everyone is depressed!! itz so0 sad!!!

_:LiNdSaY MikE BrYnNe SaM JuStInE BrYaN MaTt JuStIn CoNnOr bEn JaY ToM DaN BeThAnIe jOhn GrEg VaNcE:_-i miSs You guys all so00o much!!x0xo

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YeS The RanCh tOmoROw

[Aug. 13th, 2004|09:03 pm]

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ok so i wont be updating till sunday augost 22nd!!cuz i am finally going to the ranch....i am so0o0o excited..like every year i go it gets better and better so i kno i will have a go0d time!!! And i Dont want to leave...everything is perfect there..there is kno drama n shyt..i am w. the best pple in the world!! and it sucks wen i aint there cuz i miss it everyday..and everyday i wish i could be there..but i dunt wanna think about leaving right now..but wen i cum back there will be a mad long journal enetry bout it!!!! i will miss you all.... liNdsay mike connor brian matt kathy cindy tommy danny bethanie sam justine ben and every1 else this week is gonna be frigin awsome!!! ahhh i cant wait!!! <3 jeNnIlEe x0xo

As lAuren saId "to0 Much DraMa"

[Aug. 13th, 2004|01:01 am]

[	[-\my mo0d-->	\|	naughty	]
[	[-\ i am lisitning to0-->	\|	i knO i can-->naz mad old song	]

ok so0 today i finished my packing for the ranch i can not wait!! then i chilled w. tori n anthony!! then tori slept oVer...and like seriously pple need to stop lieing bout shyt like seriously grow up!!..but like w/e!! me n tori were online and o man it was mad funny she was talking to this kid and she was telling his how she was getting tips put on her nails but she made a lil typo ..and this is was she sed

partydancer143: im getting tits
XxxcRiTtAxxX: what do u mean
partydancer143: im getting them done
XxxcRiTtAxxX: ur to youmg
partydancer143: hahahaha i mean tips*** for my nails

o man it was s0o0 funny i was dieing like i was laughing for like an hour!!! and then i made a new friend kyle and me n tori mite chill w. him tomorow..and sum shyt is gonna happen cuz u deff cant turn down 7 1/2 inches wow!! but anywayz im out i will update tomorow!! <3-jEnnilEe x0xo

tori wow we had mad fun tonite I dont kno wat i would do w.o you..im gonna miss you wen i leave for Ny x0xo bffe lylas 143

BriTtNi im mad glad we r chillin agen!! we r deff gonna u kno wat wen i get back from nY....i def cant belive all this shyt..nuttin has changed lol..x0xo bffe lylas

[*2 more days!!*]

[Aug. 11th, 2004|09:56 pm]

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ok..so0 today i woke up and i got dressed n stuff and then i went tanning..then i came home went online for a lil bit and then went and picked up tori..then me n tori went and met brittni at richdale..and then we walked to stop n shop and met mike and ryan a.k.a nutt..then we just like chilled there for a lil bit..then we went to0 gallagher park n like chilled there...then we went to richdale and then back gallgher and then tori left!.and then mike and nutt hadd to go to fo0tball practice so0 they left w/ brittni..and then i went hom and packed for a lil for the ranch!! i cant wait 2 more days!!!..well like anywayz seriously matt and aaron are like the two gayest pple i have like ever met..well like i knew matt was mad at me cuz like i havnt talked to him in like a month..well like i found out y n itz cuz i was mean to0 aaron ..wow how gay is that!! like matt talked shyt about aaron all the time..and aaron talked shyt bout matt but w.e idc..they both need to grow a fuckin dick and get a life!!!/..but i am really glad me n brittni chilled today we always have a go0d time..and brittni you kno wat we gotta do now..and ryan k aint gonna mess it up this time haha!! well im out i will update later!!<3jEnNilEe x0xo

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[Aug. 10th, 2004|09:49 pm]

[	[-\my mo0d-->	\|	excited	]
[	[-\ i am lisitning to0-->	\|	i like daT	]

Right now i am watching summerland...and i am so0 bored...well today i dint end up chiLlin w/ kc cuz i had to watch my sisters..well anywayz...me n brittni talked today 4 like the frist time this summer..and tomrow i am pretty sure that im gonna chill w/ her and some other pEoplE for a Lilttle bit!! me and brittni havnt chilled in like ever..and i miss chillin w. her cuz we got some really go0dtimes!!..well anywayz..there is only 4 more dayz untill i go to the ranch and u have like no idea how excited i am!! i kno i am gonna have so0o0 much fun...the only bad thing is wen we gotta leave im gonna be like depressed im gonna like cry the whole way homE!! on thursday Tori is SleepIn over and oN friday we Are Gonna go and get our nails done It shoUld be fun! well im out I will update later <3 jEnNilEe x0xo

*-HAVE_u EvEr FoUnD The OnE*u DrEaMed Of All YoUr lIfe*

[Aug. 10th, 2004|01:30 pm]

[	[-\my mo0d-->	\|	hyper	]
[	[-\ i am lisitning to0-->	\|	BranDy -->hAvE yoU EvEr	]

ok so0 this morning angela told me to update my journal so0 i just decided to make a new one lol..well anywayz..this weeked was fun!on thursday i slept over toris and we chilled w/ anthony till like 11 at nite..and then on friday morning my parents and toris parents left for nyc!! then me n tori went to my house and we chilled w. anthony till lik 9:30 and she slept over...and then on saturday tori had to go nanas house to sleepover so casey slept over . and we bleeped billy b. and told him to cum over so he did w/ anthony and corey s........and then we just chilled in my back yard and casey is now my barrybonds sister because of somthing that happened haha lol..well they all left around like 11..and then me n kc just went in my ro0m and went to sleep..and then the next morning..we went to lilriver inn for breakfast...and then we went and saw the village which sucked so0o0o bad!!! and then me n kc went back to my house and my parents were home and i got a coach bag....and then billy b. and corey came over and we just chilled n stuff...and then every1 went home home around like 9...then i was talkin to anthony and his cuzin on the nextel..till like 3 in the morning..and then on monday me n kc were gonna go to the mall. but we deicded to just chilll at her house..and she cleaned the table with her dads underwear hahaha lol!!..and then eric bryant n mike were coming over.cuz caseys parents wernt home..but then my mom was gay and picked me up..so0 kc chilled w. them after i left....and today! me n kc are gonna do sumin but i am not sure wat yet! so i will update later! <3jEnNilEe x0xo

CASey..wOw we got to0 many memories i dont kno wat i would do w.o You1 x0xo bffe lylas

anthony Im GlAd we R ChIllIn Agen x0xo 143 bIg nIg loL